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I'm holding back

What I like about you is your smile, which brightens my day and night.
The funny side of you which you don't realize is the reason I always smile.
The response that took long for me to receive that made me longing for it.
The love for your family that makes me wonder what's more to it.

The more the reason now I wonder,

Who makes you smile even when you refuse to smile?

Who makes you laugh when you want to cry?

Who reminds you that you have someone to count on when in trouble?

Who breaks in you when you close yourself to the world?

Who you think of when you're all alone? (Do you think of me too?)

The truth is I want to be selfish because I am selfish.
I want to declare this feeling to you because I know it's true.
But a part of me is scared of being the reason to break your smile.
That's why I'm holding back, and will hold back as much as I can.

*if i can stop holding back, would you allow me?*

"The night fell at11:56 PM"
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