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Ala eh kahirap maging batch rep!

wala lang...im here in JPIA office...my office...heheh joke...anyway...kanina pa ako dito nagbabantay ng office while other officers are in their class...tuwing may papasok naman sasabihin; "Batch Rep pakigawa naman ako ng ppt ng calendar of activities", o kaya "Batch Rep pakitype naman ng memo na toh" and many more...kasali ba toh sa responsibilities ko? hehe...pero ok lang..im having fun naman eh...kesa naman nasa bahay ako nakatunganga...talk about studying...hehe...shox...5:35pm na...d pa ako umuuwi...T_T....tapos pagkauwi ko naman...gagawa pa ako ng reviewer ng 2 kong kapatid...wala pa akong tulog...nakauwi na ako kanina from Bicol ng 5am...tapos ligo agad...kac may pasok pa ako...how hard it is to be Ramch...pero like what i've said awhile ago...im having fun naman eh! hehehe...kaya ko toh! Go batch rep! at sa president ng GAC na d umatend sa batch council meeting kanina...nagmamaganda ka na naman! hehehe...pero sana next time...till then...ramch alone once again sa office ng JPIA...T_T

"The night fell at5:19 PM"
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Appear...Disappear...

ba't ganun ang buhay...kung cn0 pa ang mga mahal m0...malapet sa pus0 m0...cla pa ang madalas nawawala sa'yo...hawak m0 na cla...per0...they slip away fr0m ur hands....kahit an0ng higpit ng yakap mo...they slip away fr0m ur arms...kahit an0ng hab0l mo sa kanila...they just tend to go away...sa mga gano0ng p0int...i hated myself...i cursed myself...i just d0...i just really d0...i hate myself for being powerless...i curse myself for not able to do anything ab0ut it...nasa harap k0 na...per0...wala ak0 talagang magawa...they said..."that's life"...the hell with them...i lived to be with my love ones...as much as possible...i'll do anything for them...they are my priority...never myself...even if it kills me...it's ok...bc0z i'm m0re satisfied with my life with that...for me...my life is never a waste...it was w0rth it...right n0w...everytym nasa bahay ak0...i feel i'm al0ne...well i am...per0...i find tym to think of everyone...why will you think that ur al0ne...if y0ur love ones is always in y0ur heart...even if they disappear...still they remain...sana ak0 din sa iny0...d0nt f0rget...never d0...nandit0 lang ak0...takbuhan pag may pr0blema...you can lean on my sh0ulder...you can cry...i'll wrap my arms ar0und y0u...and when y0u l0ok up...i'll be smiling...s0 you should too...i'll be your friend...forever...till end!!!

"The night fell at1:48 PM"
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To love someone...To be love by someone...

We really d0n’t fall in and out of l0ve... l0ve is always there it just needs to be tapped in order f0r it to bloss0m...we may never find our s0ul mate in this lifetime but who kn0ws? he or she maybe just beside you waiting...s0mething t0 share...why hold some0ne back...when u kn0w u d0n't l0ve them...why keep them to y0urself... when u kn0w y0u w0n't wanna have them? why let them miss other chances...when they can have them? if you really don't l0ve some0ne....let them go...hurt them n0w...n0t later...for a l0nger relationship builds stronger em0tions... a g0od relati0nship isn't a game y0u play or an eg0trip y0u take...it is about love and tw0 people...loving someone can give us the greatest joy we can ever know and it can hurt more than we can believe too...when it does not really hurt when that person did something disappointing to you, but really hurts when you see that person in pain and sadness, then you know you truly love that person. Loving someone means you should be ready to experience heartache and happiness at the same time...that's the reward and that's the risk...unless we are willing to experience it, we will never really know what it's like to love and be loved...sharing love is probably the most valuable and meaningful experience a person can ever have...and there's a difference between being in love with someone and loving someone...it's the difference between a love that's fickle, wild and short-lived and one that's tender and passionate, nurturing and lasts a long time... the first is easy... the second, the one that really matters to all of us, takes work because it's about keeping a relationship...loving someone takes efforts...we have to be able to communicate with each other...nobody can read anyone else's mind...we always presume that our partner knows what we think and feel...maybe in time we might be able to predict or sense each other's thoughts but it's never perfect and takes time to develop...getting the chance to love and be loved by someone is blessed...respect him or her for who he or she is, and not what you want him orher to be...everyone is pretty and special in his or her own special way...no one is perfect...it is true love which closes the gap of imperfectness to form a smooth surface of acceptance for each other...true love sees and accepts a person for who he or she is...it is also true love which makes a person change for the better...the power of true love to a person is undeniable...a relationship needs commitments too...what is love without commitments from each other anyway? It's like principles and values...everyone has them but they only mean as much as we are willing to stand for them...the same goes for our commitments to relationships,and the person we love..."love is like an antique vase...it's hard to find...hard to net...but easy to break..." Every day everywhere, people fall in love ... but just how many of these relationships are self-sacrificing love, and not just relationships which are formed only for the intense feeling of falling in love? I know hundreds of friends who say the magical words "I love you"...but more often than not, the truth is just I am in love with you...there is a difference between being in love with someone and loving someone...if a person says he or she is in love with you, he or she means that he or she likes you for who you are now and he or she fell in love with you because of the present you...this kind of love is temporary and lasts only as long as the fairytale lasts...when fairy godmother comes in at midnight to whirl us back to reality, we see the heartache of such a relationship...where both were only in love with each other...but if a person says he or she loves you, he or she means that he or she loves you unconditionally for who you are now, who you were in the past and who you might be in the future...when he or she says he or she loves you and really means it, you have to ask yourself if you love him or her too or if you're in love with the idea of being in love...it is very hard to see the difference through logical thinking...let your heart guide you...may you be blessed on your soul-searching journey for your soulmate... ARE YOU REALLY IN LOVE? ASK YOURSELF! Is this true love? Do I really love him or her? Or is it just another infatuation? Are you willing to give? Even though you may not get back the same amount you gave? and are you cheating yourself? Thinking that you really love him or her and not just taking him or her as a substitute for your ex-boyfriend or girlfriend? Friends, let today be the day...you truly understand love...if after reading this and answering all the questions, you are very sure that you love him or her, tell him or her that... let him or her know how much you love him or her and that you are willing to take the risks of being hurt by him or her in the course of the development of your relationship with him or her...this is a love that's sacrificial, are you ready for it?

"The night fell at7:52 AM"
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Deep in our hearts...All of us are beautiful...

many people are in search for beauty...but define beauty for me?...beauty is being pretty?...beauty is having a great body?...being tall?..white?...well if thats the case...y0u're telling me that beauty is just a physical aspect...well in fact it d0esn't...if beauty was just a physical aspect of all things...then beauty is not forever...it fades...for me beauty has no definition...it is n0t seen...it is felt...have you ever expirienced being with someone close to you...like your family...friends...the one you love...and everything is perfect...so fun...and y0u wished f0r time to stop...that feeling...that expirience...is what i call beauty...bec0z as l0ng y0u're with someone...beauty will always be there...it is forever...yes, time may pass...we'll all bec0me old...lose our t0uch...our charm...but as l0ng as y0u're with the one y0u l0ve...y0u'll always feel beautiful...for when there is love...there will always be beauty...it is forever...y0u don't have t0 search f0r beauty...bc0z it has always been by y0ur side...learn t0 cherish the pe0ple cl0se t0 y0u...they p0ssess true beauty that will never fade...

"The night fell at7:49 AM"
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Falling...

everyn0w and then...many pe0ple fall in l0ve...madame ak0ng kilala lal0 na mga kaibigan k0...but m0st of them are shy...embarassed...cgur0 ayaw nila mafeel ung pag nagconfess ka ng love...they will be rejected...sometyms...it causes "iwasan"...but...that's a consequence...and i respect those pe0ple who has the courage to tell the people they love how they feel...afterall...if you just hide y0ur feelings...what good can it give?...will you be happy...seeing the person you love...being with s0me0ne?...in l0ve...itz rare to have sec0nd chances...and s0metymz sec0nd chances still d0n't w0rk out...dba if you love s0meone...you sh0uld d0 everything y0u can?...sabe nga ng isa k0ng matalik na kaibigan...if fall in l0ve...wag m0 masyad0ng sery0sohin...save s0me for urself...s0 y0u don't regret the l0ve that y0u gave...ika nga l0ve can be expressed in simple ways...simply bc0z l0ve is simple...we only make it c0mplicated...ak0?...l0ve is n0t my pri0rity...l0ve can wait..per0 being y0ung d0esn't...well...yes...i'm als0 afraid of being rejected...but i'm n0t afraid of falling in love...sana kay0 din...d0n't be afraid in falling in l0ve...c0z being in love is one of the greatest thing that happens t0 us...it might c0me everyday...lucky y0u...but this is my only advice...if l0ve is painfull and j0yless...itz time t0 let g0...bc0z y0u can still find an0ther l0ve...but never...never...an0ther self...thats all...

"The night fell at7:42 AM"
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