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My Dream...soon to be my present...

Everyone dreams...

Because it's free...

Attainable...

but not always...

We must always keep in mind...

In dreams...

We must wake up...

So that...

We could attain it...

Reach it...

And when time comes...

You'll have no regrets...

You've made your life...

Worth living...

all of us dreams...because there is something we want to be...to have...to attain...every dreams are unique...though you can find it similar to others...there is no shallow...nor deep...as long as you have the will...the determination to reach it...it will always be an achievement in your part...a thing you can be proud of...we dream...its the first step in attaining what we call life...we dream because we want to have a purpose...it is the reason why we live...me...my dream...to achieve things far beyond my parents could have...I want to finish my course Accounting...if possible with honors...then pass the board...it could make my family proud...i would study for law...to be a CPA Lawyer...it would be a long hard work for me...if fortunate I'll find a great job...when I have enough money put up my own business...then its possible...I can be the next ***** of Jose Panganiban, Camarines Norte, Bicol...I want to continue the dreams of my dad making it a progressive town...maybe that time it's already a city...hehe...wow...

"The night fell at10:13 PM"
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The Dawning of the New Pride!

hi guys! since nagshare kayo ng mga first day nyo...im gonna share too! and here it goes...

i thought i was gonna be late for school...it was a big shock for me to found out na talgang crowded na ang beda...i have to form in such a long line para lang makapasok sa gate...sheez...and the rumor about beda having the swipe id thingy...still a rumor...heheh...kaya we're swiping it in the mouth of the guards...hehehe...anyway...i have to go my room...i looked in the clock...tae!!! 7am na...it was time for my psychology class...so i rushed to my room...fortunately...wala pa ung first teacher namin...and well...5 pa lang kaming nasa room...after 5mins...dumating ang prof namin...with a taray looks...paepek nya lang pla un...hehe...we have to start late...kac almost everybody got lost...bago kac...unlike me...hehe...i found out na mas madami ang babae na kaklase ko...about 19 out of 35...aun...hinati agad kami sa grupo...and told us about reporting...Gudness...pahirapan agad...aun...our prof was rili nice...coz she hate terror teachers...i like it when she starts to talk so fast u cudnt understand a word she's saying...hehe...next class was earth science...boring subject...boring din ung teacher...fortunately...dinismiss agad kami after 15mins...so sugod agad sa snackbar...after that...we had a mass...30 mins lang...wow...beat the time record ah...i have no class na!!! yey!!! hinanap ko c rchi and rjadz...and we played dota!!! the next first day of class in my other subject...still starts at 7am...and its the hardest subject in my course...accounting...our prof was a total stand up comedian...tapos he uses sumthing like a headmic...parang magcoconcert...hehe...aun...he asked one by one why we chose accountancy...and tae...lahat ng sagot binabara nya...well lucky for me...tinanong nya lang about my kuya...na nagulat ako dahil kilala nya...aun...he gave us our text book...and told us to read chapter 1....OMG!!! 40 pages!!! i totally hate reading...i guess i have to start not hating it...kesa mapahiya dba? aun...next class was the thelogy...she graduated from ust...she asked one by one to stand up in middle...and tell our name...and sumthing interesting...i always hate that getting to know part...sheez...early dismissal uli kami...so rushed to snack bar na naman...yey...tick tak...time na...time for our english class na...well my favorite subject...unfortunately...boring ung teacher...aun...she told us her long time drama about her life...which is miserable...hehe joke...medyo lang...wahaha...last subject na namin un...for the morning...its 11 am...our next class starts at 4pm...wow...time gap...laki...i went to sm manila...bought a columnar notebook and scram...went back to beda...went to the library...read some books...wow...im practicing to read...achievement!!! wuhoo!!! aun...quarter to 4...i went to my room...i got a seat...eh wala pa teacher...so tahimik lang ako...as always...suddenly...someone told me, "tao ka ba? kac ang tao nagsasalita..." wat dah?!! argh...nginitian ko na lang...as always uli...tapos ung isa naman...keep on poking me in my back...tae...wag jan!!! wag jan!!! may kiliti ako jan! wag ka jan!!!...hehe joke lang...pero may kiliti talga ako dun...she told me na magsalita ka naman...since yesterday ka pang ganyan ah...i smiled na lang ule...tae...d talga nila ako tinantanan...pati ba naman ung mga tao beside me...in front of me...ano ba?! -_- ....then they asked wat my cp no. is...wahh...pinaalala nyo pa...i lost it...so sabi ko, "wala akong cp eh..." and they didnt believe me...sabi nila ayaw ko lang ibigay...suplado pa daw ako...etoh na ba ang mundo ngaun...kelangan may fone lahat?! after 20mins...wala pa rin ung prof....at tae...d na talga dumating....GUDNESS!!! after waiting for how many hours...wala pala ung 4pm class namin...sana umuwi na lang ako at natulog!!!

wahhhhh....so much for my first day dba? well dami ko pang d nasulat...kaso masyadong marahas eh...hehe...anyway...so much for my first dayS huh...hai...miss ko na berclimmicks...addi, jepoy, joed, francis, raffy, pinggoy, lj, jr, errol, guido, abdul, jc, froilan...hmm....sori sa d nabanggit...and as for rchi, rjadz, jiggy...wag na kayo!!! kayo pa rin nakikita ko sa beda...sawa na nga ako eh...hehe joke...cyah!!! (i started typing this at 2:30am...3am na...tulog na uli ako...hehe)

"The night fell at2:19 AM"
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Letting Go

You're the first girl I ever loved...

None could take that away...

I'm lucky having you...

Maybe not in your case...

But still...

I have to let you go...

Coz I'm simply not good enough...

not for you...

not in any girl...

I'm cursed not to love...

thus...

I'm not to be loved at all...

Many have been wandering why I have to let you go...many are angry...telling me that I'm fool...letting go of a great girl like you...but...do they know the real reason why? simple...im not worth it...i just realized that yes...you are great...and I love you...I love you so much that I realize that I'm not good enough for you...I realize that in the first place...I cannot make you happy as much others can...I cannot be there for you when you're sad...in trouble...when you need me the most...so...that's the very reason why...you got looks...i give you that...you got talent, capabilities, and skills that not all girls have...you're one of the nicest girl...me?...what am I...what do I have...what can I give you...one time...when you had a very high fever...all I can do is stay with you all night...until morning...not a wink...I saw your fone...just lying there...I reached for it...and read some messages in your inbox...hai...many boys are dying to have you...telling that they love you and they'll do anything to make you happy...to make you feel special...hey...was I able to make you happy? to make you feel special? did i had that kind of desire to have you...they're ready to commit themselves to you...and thats the thing I cant do...Loving you isn't enough...I always say to myself and to others...love is simple, we only make it complicated...well...loving really is simple...but making it complicated makes it special...so...I'm stepping my foot back...for I know...you'll never love a boy...soon to be man...like me...simply bcoz I'm not worth it...I'm so ashamed in making you wait...I cant do that no more...It will be a long time before I commit myself...and I cant make you wait that long...you deserve to be love...but not by me...not by Ramch... :)

"The night fell at9:23 PM"
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