H o w. . .




It would be so much easier…

if these stale emotions…

could just disappear without a word.

At the crossroads where we split our ways…

it saddens me to think that we may never meet again.

Despite adding the emotions that are lacking…

things cool off just as soon as I warm them…

but I still don’t want to believe.

Just how long am I going to brood over the same word?

How long can I ride without looking back?

How long…



*by being alone makes it a part of being who I am...

"The night fell at8:37 PM"
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Fallen Night -the blog

F allen N ight
by: Ang Pinuno

I get lost in your melody

That blows at the darkness Falling in the night

I perceive the eternity of our feelings

In our looks that Are intercrossed

While our Lives sLowly vanish

In thE wiNd of spriNg everythInG is forgiven

Under tHe rain of memories

While The stars turn and turn

Sadly contemplating our shattered dreams





*As the sun falls to the sea...ocean...mountains...and dreams...life goes on and on...because once more shall it rise...where life shall bow down to it**

"The night fell at7:49 PM"
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In the Sky


"In the Sky"
“I wanna find it” “what I’ve been searching”
The boy reaches out to the sky
He prays he’ll get it no doubt he’ll make it
All of his gods and desires

The sky above you
Is waiting for you
To take the first step and break out

*When you fly in the sky simply divine you’re dreaming
Leave your worries behind cuz’ that’s imagination
Can you feel it tonight the fire inside it’s burning
All you gotta do is break on through
To make your wishes all come true Amazing

So you might be hurting down low you’re feeling
Have faith within all be OK
That sky above you she’ll always above you
So never give up on yourself

*(repeat)

And day anytime you can reach out to the sky
Spread your wings Catch that light

Say it now, “I’m gonna be myself”

I know you’ll make it
No doubt you’ll make it
Be a little brave now it’s time to take on your dream

When you fly in the sky
You’re dreaming
Leave your worries behind cuz’ that’s imagination
Can you feel it tonight the fire inside it’s burning
All you gotta do is break on through
To make your wishes all come true Amazing

Amazing
Amazing
Para sa mga taong mahina loob...
Sa mga nangangarap...
Listen to the background music...
You'll love it...




"The night fell at7:29 PM"
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A real touching but not love story:

I was in Bicol back then while she was in Manila...
She asked me if we could do something together...
Unfortunately we were far apart...
So I told her to go outside the house and look for the moon...
After saying so, I also went outside and did the same...
And I remembered myself telling this to her:

"As long as we're doing the same thing together, we'll always be together..."

**korni ko ba?**

***I just thought it's true...***

****I still do....****




**On my way home, my heart still felt heavy...it just doesn't make sense...every step it becomes heavier and heavier...then...everything became black...

"The night fell at9:08 PM"
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Fear Number One





Why is it that I am interested in the love affairs of the others while I myself doesn't have one...the fear of feeling the problems that they feel...a cowardly way of saying, It's a good thing I didn't have any relationship...but deep inside my heart feels jealousy...I wanted to love...to be loved...but I hinder myself from having and doing so...

I grieve every time I see people holding hands...hugging...Public Display of Affection...yeah right...but in private places you'll hear quarrels and misunderstanding...it makes love more tight they say...sez who? if it does why are there break ups and annulments?

Here I go again with my pessimistic statements...but then again, It's better than being sorry...or is it?

I'm really confused right now...

What is true love? Sharing affections without asking anything back? loving without looking at any material obsession or physical attraction...a love of only emotions and affections guys...dream on....

Maybe I'm just lonely....or maybe just longing for someone...is there? you tell me...hehe...ahem...or maybe I just need a love doctor...is there such?

**I felt something bothering me one time...somehow I felt something wrong...not the usual feeling I'm having...my chest feels tight...I could clearly feel and hear the beat of my heart...I tried to seek help...I wanted to ask someone...I need a check up...there's this one girl in my mind...but her face is not clear...everything's a blur...unfortunately along the way, I felt bad...the card says at the door, the doctor is [out]...I need a remedy...I need it quick...


As I walk along the shores of love...
the waves kept pushing me back...
Suddenly everything became calm...
not knowing I'm drowning...
it's shallow...
yet hard to survive...
Ocean deep...
**

"The night fell at8:08 PM"
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The Long Long Ride...

The long long ride across the path I've chosen...
Keeping yourself to move forward...
Look beyond...
not behind...

These past few chapters of my life have been rather ironic...in a sense on how I want to live my life...iniisip ko noon na I'll always be alone and will always want to be alone...but as I see my self in the endless road taking...I cannot live alone...I always want company on my side...kept on sharing...kept on spending...to think of these life against my wants...I am happy rather than desperately pursuing what I had wanted to become...for this reason alone I would like to thank my friends...Berclimmicks...how days would pass without any of you would journey me to your endless life sharing...

I guess...

I have been part of you more than you have been a part of me...Though I desperately plan get-together meetings every saturday for the sake of not forgetting the friendship we had and how fun it has been...maybe I'm just being selfish for the true reason of these meetings...or jealous and fear of the U.B.E. with your N.F.F...Especially Francis...who already have his own group...with his endless effort of showing his love for it...through the videos and pictures taken...

Still...

I'm glad I have friends like you...If Berclimmicks didn't exist...surely...I will miss 3/4's of my life...

so...

Thank You...

And so again...

I shall venture the road still...never to look back...

Move straight...

Move on...


-How far can I ride without looking back?

"The night fell at9:40 PM"
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Fallen(k)Night
"no matter how bright the morning can be..it would still fall in the shades of the night.."

The wind is whispering..

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