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Letting Go

You're the first girl I ever loved...

None could take that away...

I'm lucky having you...

Maybe not in your case...

But still...

I have to let you go...

Coz I'm simply not good enough...

not for you...

not in any girl...

I'm cursed not to love...

thus...

I'm not to be loved at all...

Many have been wandering why I have to let you go...many are angry...telling me that I'm fool...letting go of a great girl like you...but...do they know the real reason why? simple...im not worth it...i just realized that yes...you are great...and I love you...I love you so much that I realize that I'm not good enough for you...I realize that in the first place...I cannot make you happy as much others can...I cannot be there for you when you're sad...in trouble...when you need me the most...so...that's the very reason why...you got looks...i give you that...you got talent, capabilities, and skills that not all girls have...you're one of the nicest girl...me?...what am I...what do I have...what can I give you...one time...when you had a very high fever...all I can do is stay with you all night...until morning...not a wink...I saw your fone...just lying there...I reached for it...and read some messages in your inbox...hai...many boys are dying to have you...telling that they love you and they'll do anything to make you happy...to make you feel special...hey...was I able to make you happy? to make you feel special? did i had that kind of desire to have you...they're ready to commit themselves to you...and thats the thing I cant do...Loving you isn't enough...I always say to myself and to others...love is simple, we only make it complicated...well...loving really is simple...but making it complicated makes it special...so...I'm stepping my foot back...for I know...you'll never love a boy...soon to be man...like me...simply bcoz I'm not worth it...I'm so ashamed in making you wait...I cant do that no more...It will be a long time before I commit myself...and I cant make you wait that long...you deserve to be love...but not by me...not by Ramch... :)

"The night fell at9:23 PM"
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